Well hey everyone...im okay i guess. My life is really changing...now more than ever. Anyways i guess im in a good mood. Hopefully nothing happens to ruin that good mood. Well gtg ttyl guys.

Hey guys. Im not in the best mood at all :(. I just have alot going on right now. I guess i'll share some of it with you. Well okay, so basically one of my boyfriends friends said something to him that made me sound like a cheating slut, which im not. But anyways whats happening currently, is basically like a repeat of history, its happened before. I cant deal with the fact that there are things being said about me that could make me lose everyone im close to. Im not a whore, slut, hoe, or cheater. I dont want the people im closes to, to look at me as if I am. I also dont want my boyfriend to have to go through the constant worrying and anger that he goes through on a daily bases because of this shit. Also I myself dont want to have to go through constantly worrying that one day my boyfriend will believe whats being said about me. I dont want to lose him, but at the same time I dont want to be the reason he is hurting and angry. Help!!!!!

Hey everyone. Well things seem to be okay right now. I'm starting to see that helping people with what they are going through, helps you out as well. What im trying to say is, that by being a friend to someone and showing them that you care, you forget your problems for alittle and realize that you arent the only one with struggels and that you shouldnt always feel sorry for yourself. Anyways today has been good, im really sleepy, ugh :/. Also im starting to get back to seeing that everything that happens to us is just part of gods plan, to give us what he knows we need, even if we dont think we need it. I really think that helping my friend tonight and listening to her problems and not thinking about me has really helped me learn some new things that are very important. Well I learned some important things today. Anyways I do need some advice though, please help if you can.... Okay heres the situation: I have the most incredible boyfriend, but god has decided to throw a new guy into my life, he is a pretty cool guy. and he likes me alot, but im starting to get annoyed by how much me likes me, and i love my boyfriend no doubts and no questions asked, im just not sure why this new guy has been brought into my life. I cant take anymore drama and thats all that he will cause. Well I have to go, i'll talk to you guys l

Hey guys, I just wanted to tell you alittle bit about my best friend. My best friend is the girl I tell everything to. She listen to my problems, and she never judges me or makes me feel like im not good enough. She has back no matter what. She is the type of best friend that if I was sitting there crying she would start crying too. She is that best friend that gives that "if you hurt her" speech to any guy I would date. She isnt just my best friend anymore, shes grown to be my sister. We're just a Brunette and a Blonde with an Inserable bond <3 Ti amo sorella. I couldnt ask for a better best friend than her. :)

Well for starters im Skittles Jade. Well at least by nickname. Anyways i've been through my share of life dissipointments. When I was 3 years old, my mom and dad got a divorce. For almost 2 years my mom struggled as a single parent, then she met Buddy(my step-dad now) and he helped my mom with raising us(my sister and brother and me). He has a wonderful family that is now my family. Shortly after they got married I was diganosed with a growth problem called Short Stature Syndrome. From the time i was 4 up until i was 13 I took shots everyday to help me grow normally. I was teased alot in school, but i kinda just bottle my feelings about it inside me. Last year i finally hit my breaking point, now i get easily upset or angry. I have people in my life that are my motivation to try and make the best of everything. I love them for that. Anyways when i was 7 or 8 my mom and step dad seperated and we moved to southern pines. We lived with my grandparents for almost a year then moved into an apartment further in southern pines. I made some great friends there, and we are still friends now. Im fifteen now and my life is harder than ever, im trying to be the best i can, but it gets hard at times. Im trying to balance out highschool, friends, and my boyfriend. Its a process, it gets rough and i cry it out sometimes but sometimes i just cant cry enough to release my feelings. I try my hardest to be strong when life throughs things at me but its hard to do sometimes. I'll get through it, not because im strong but because now i know that im never alone, and that i wont have to face my problems alone.